Know when to fold ‘em

I think i’m not alone in being eagerly influenced by either artists I admire: a new palette, a system of markmaking, a boldness in materials. But the more I paint, the more I realize that what feels like “me” is saturated color, organic flow, and a pleasing balance. Last month I worked on a new 4x5 canvas that was light, colorful, full of unconnected shapes that I hope would feel playful and energetic. I shared it and felt good about it- but the longer it hung in the gallery the more unhappy with it I became. It just didn’t bring me joy.

Another thing I know is that all artists revise, edit rework, repaint, or throw away. In this case I took it up to the studio and just reworked it completely. Here’s the before and after:

I’d love to know what you think!